Sunday, April 10, 2005
ipod and other updates
I recently bought an IPOD photo 30 GB and I am very happy with it. I am listening to music at any available time. I have arranged for a large music collection and now I am trying to sort and organize everything properly. Planning to buy a FM transmitter for my IPOD soon so that I can hear my ipod in the car as well as in my home theater. It seems like a very useful and must gadget for all the music lovers. Though it might look bit expensive but seems to be worth paying the price.
I haven't written in my blog for quite some time. Mainly I was sucked in the work. Becuase of onshor offshore co-ordination I have to work in the night as well. While for part of it I can blame my claim my client also and for part of it I can blame my health which for some unknown keeps making me tired all the time. I was so angry and frustrated with my client that I was abusing them in my thoughts.
Incidently my client counterpart is a chinese and an indian. Though I am myself an indian but I was telling myself that I never want asians as my boss or my customer However I would love to have them as my sub-ordinates or as my vendors. I know its not necessarily true but when you are not feeling than all sort of irritating thoughts come in your mind many of which you know are not correct but you just want to vent out your anger / frustration.
Friday I was quite depressed in the afternoon and almost had a fight with client. Though I was right but I was getting irritable , grumpy and hence out of control. Somehow I need to learn the art of taking thin
In between I was again thinking again on whether to settle down here in US or go back to India. Somehow I am not getting any clarity. Though my wife is absolutely clear that she will love to go back to India at any given time. I am not very sure of myself. One of the main reason is my own tiredness which makes life in India very very exhausting and demanding for me. However in US offlate I am not feeling as part of culture. Somehow I am feeling detached in US.
It seems to me that whether I am in US or in India I am going face some kind of trouble then might as well go back to India. Atleast my wife will be very happy and also it might appearing like I am showing a positive attitude towards life by keeping a fighting spirit alive. Whatever happens I am going to make a final decision by the end of this year. Once we make our plans clear next thing I will be doing will be to buy a house wherever I am.
Sometimes I am feeling to take a sabbatical of 1 or 2 years and completely go away from hectic corporate life and start living a very simple and easygoing life somewhere.
I haven't written in my blog for quite some time. Mainly I was sucked in the work. Becuase of onshor offshore co-ordination I have to work in the night as well. While for part of it I can blame my claim my client also and for part of it I can blame my health which for some unknown keeps making me tired all the time. I was so angry and frustrated with my client that I was abusing them in my thoughts.
Incidently my client counterpart is a chinese and an indian. Though I am myself an indian but I was telling myself that I never want asians as my boss or my customer However I would love to have them as my sub-ordinates or as my vendors. I know its not necessarily true but when you are not feeling than all sort of irritating thoughts come in your mind many of which you know are not correct but you just want to vent out your anger / frustration.
Friday I was quite depressed in the afternoon and almost had a fight with client. Though I was right but I was getting irritable , grumpy and hence out of control. Somehow I need to learn the art of taking thin
In between I was again thinking again on whether to settle down here in US or go back to India. Somehow I am not getting any clarity. Though my wife is absolutely clear that she will love to go back to India at any given time. I am not very sure of myself. One of the main reason is my own tiredness which makes life in India very very exhausting and demanding for me. However in US offlate I am not feeling as part of culture. Somehow I am feeling detached in US.
It seems to me that whether I am in US or in India I am going face some kind of trouble then might as well go back to India. Atleast my wife will be very happy and also it might appearing like I am showing a positive attitude towards life by keeping a fighting spirit alive. Whatever happens I am going to make a final decision by the end of this year. Once we make our plans clear next thing I will be doing will be to buy a house wherever I am.
Sometimes I am feeling to take a sabbatical of 1 or 2 years and completely go away from hectic corporate life and start living a very simple and easygoing life somewhere.
